I was thinking how my life has changed in the last few years since I started medicating with marijuana. I remember first discussing medical marijuana with my first doctor about three years ago. He was adamant that it would only help me if I was high 24×7 and I didn’t think that I wanted that in my life at the time. I continued using the prescriptions, but it seemed like nothing was really changing, except I was a zombie all the time. One day, I woke up and decided that I could not live a normal life anymore this way. I did not think that I could handle smoking marijuana daily, I felt everything an inexperienced smoker did…. I wanted to fight it and be in control. It wasn’t long that all of those concerns melted away and I stopped acting like I was doing something bad. It was helping, my family noticed how I was calm and collective I was. It wasn’t making me dumb or lazy. It was helping me, for a lack of a better term, be me. I wasn’t wasting time being angry and always pissed off. I started to realize that with help and medication I could actually be who I want to be… a caring father and loving husband.
Tuesday Life
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